Frank G. Karioris (he/they/him/them) is a writer and educator based in Pittsburgh whose writing addresses issues of friendship, masculinity, and gender. They are Visiting Lecturer at the University of Pittsburgh. Their academic work has appeared, amongst others, in the Journal of Gender Studies, Journal of Men’s Studies, and Culture Unbound. Their poetic work has appeared or is forthcoming in Pittsburgh Poetry Journal, Collective Unrest, Maudlin House, Sooth Swarm Journal, and Crêpe & Penn amongst others. They are a regular contributor to Headline Poetry & Press.
Special Collection: Creativity in the Time of the Pandemic 2020>>
Finding joy during the pandemic Bacon in the oven, & biscuits by a sister & friend & gravy made on the stove. If I told you this as a way of shining light on the sharing of love, think more of those actions you have done to be together as couples, as family, as kin born outside of blood but made in life. Day 6: A woman across the alley Standing on the small back balcony, overlooking in the distance the Sears, a woman across the alley & up her back patio is wearing a face mask & blue plastic gloves. She stands in her white bathroom, putting a bag of something into a bin before heading back inside briefly, leaving the door fully open. Walking down, to take out the boxes to the recycling can, in blue, the deck for the apartment below is littered with cut chunks of hazel hair. This, they must think, is the way to find a cure, a moment outside of the times we were together. Aubade for my students in a pandemic Each morning I wake up & each morning I have another email from students with their stories of difficulty & pain. Each morning I send them my positive thoughts & tell them that they are right & valid in the disquiet & grief. Each morning I tell them to try & take time to relax, whatever that might look like for them in these days. Each morning I see it, getting worse with more dead & ill, & fear taking over greater parts of each of our consciousness. Each morning I wake next to someone I care about & worry what will happen to them, us, in the coming days, weeks, months. Each morning I try to put these worries to the back of my head, to let them float away quietly so that I may send my students words of kindness, gentleness, & support. Each morning I know they are worse off than before & I have less ability to sooth or help them through what will pock their lives, today & tomorrow. Pieces elegiac, pt 3 Compress those touches into yourself. * Touch sky’s lightning to keep yourself. * Oh bodies, they are more difficult than we know. * Sand fallen & fallow the shore is further afield * Excitement over joy to be spilled on tables & over coffee, * A pinhole eye, spiral phonograph plays on. Watching her paint // joy Hold it in your hands, those blues & whites that overshadow the midnight sky out the window. Touch it with your fingers where rain kisses ground & bricks meet mortar. Those black & white photos of Picasso which seemed so out of place hold my mind now with depth & wonder & I wonder what worlds you are opening. A old ceramic white water jug now streaked with a small crack holds all the brushes face down waiting to return to canvas.
Published on April 18, 2020. © Author.